Regardless, I still managed to somehow forget. And, I suppose, sometimes a breather is needed. I have no intention of actually going away. I've been dreadfully sick with a tonsil infection but it's just now starting to clear up. I still like mutual-like guy, and it's still mutual. However, we just recently decided to just be friends for the moment. Mostly due to my reservations. It's kind of sad but also remarkably relieving and I'm happy with the decision. In an ironic twist he gained a lot of additional respect by concluding that I needed to be confident with my decision and either jump in or step back.
Today it's raining and I have on my rainy-day mood. All of a sudden I refuse to be carefree and I need to question everything. Here I am. Maybe that's what my blogging is about.